an antonym of nod(part 2)

-standing  at the bottom of his bed, watching the doctor and nurses panicking and doing everything to save my Tito's life is some kinda unwell and extraordinary. CPR-CPR and all i can do is, stare, stare....stare......and stare.... i took a look at the heart beat monitor, "______________________________________________" it registered similar to this one. it's odd to, because, in my 17 years of living, that line is only appearing on my watched drama movie. haha :( but it's really altered from I what thought it would be.

But as far as I remember, during giving CPR to my uncle, they placed a hose in his mouth(down to his esophagus, of course).  And there was a blood flowing out of his body then through the hose down to a big bottle, I think they were removing the water that my uncle didn't exerted every time he pee.. Because, when he pee, no liquid was coming out of his organ. They were saying "ayan oh, ang daming tubig, eto yung mga di nya nalabas,  kaya pla bloated stomach ng patient doc."

I was like X_X

(blank eyes and mind)

BUT IT TOTALLY ANNOYED ME, before they took my uncle's corpse.It took, 25 minutes and they didn't even put a clothe to cover my uncle, imagine? on the ward???? it's a sh*t scene for me!.
So me and my Tita decided to went to the nurses station, but they ignored us and told that "ok na po, may kinuha lang pu sa baba yung mag dadala sa kapatid nyu sa morge, hintay nalang po"
 SHE sounded sarcastic, and it totally hit my temper, so I make a face and turned away, I heard them continuing the conversation but it changes to a subject about notice, about the schedule when to obtain the death certificate of my uncle.


When I got back to the ward, my cousin kuya bronz was wiping his tears, and asked me a few question about, - - - - - -  ? ? ? ? ? ?...... I don't remember now. but I think it's about what to do?,, :|


Few moment passed, and here came the "man" to get my uncle's remains. They were 2, but as they come in, they were laughing, its like, they were to apathetic about those kind of situation. It pisses me off. so I shouted. "what is fu*king funny!" so they sealed there mouth (for God's sake!) wu!!

I walked out of the ward and fixed with my grand mother(lola aida), with my cousin(j.b.). 'Cause I can take the manners of those people.And after that, one nurse shouted to my uncle's body, "ba bye!" without becoming aware of our presence outside the ward, she sounded "ba bye! buti nga!!". hm!!! (angry)

Me, my lola and  my cousin j.b. , certain to go home, and as we came in the house, all of them was in teared ayes, particularly my cousin kuya mack, they told me that he actually hit our wood wall with his fist containing a word "bakit hindi mo ko hinintay papa!"

Because, as far as i know, this is the second time when my cousin (kuya mack) was left by his loved one with burden and hard feelings. :( The thought of it was actually dig my hard feelings that I build at hospital , and brought me to crying. 

I'm getting emotional here. wiw (wiping tears)

It took 8 hours before the funeral came in our house at san jose del monte bulacan.

ALL I CAN DO IS SHOOK MY HEAD EVERY TIME I REMEMBER THAT SCENE AND EXPERIENCE. In point of fact, it is totally an antonym of nod. ;'}

Rest in peace my uncle, I hope you and your father (my grand father at the same time) are now together and with God. ;}}