reality is far different from what you imagined or what you thought it would be, right?
being in the scene,it's like, you know that they can save his life. but at the end of the hour. they didn't.
my 'cousin, "kuya bronz(son of my uncle that died)" ask me to go with him to buy some 10 cm na tubo.. but we didn't found any, so we decided to went back in the hospital. We were both on shock as we enter the ward, all the attention of the patients and their keepers are in direction of my uncles bed, we run to it, and that's the moment the doctor and nurses started to save his life, non stop CPR occurred. non stop tears fell from their eyes, non stop voice containing the name of my dying uncle.
but earlier that day, only me and 'couz "kuya bronz" were there, my plan was to bring some him some breakfast and after it was to go at san jose del monte bulacan, but the 2nd part of the plan was not granted, because as you enter the ward and saw my uncle, all you could feel was wretched, to cover my feelings, I laugh while spitting stories to my 'couz, BECAUSE I don't want to be a naive, of course, there's DR. Ramos, it's strange because above all the other patience that he talked to, lot of his time was spent on my uncle, a large time indeed. many questions was asked, he actually) scolded my cousin because the fact that he doesn't know what my uncle(his father) was doing in his time of living
-standing at the bottom of his bed, watching the doctor and nurses panicking and doing everything to save my Tito's life is some kinda unwell and extraordinary. CPR,-CPR and all i can do is, stare, stare....stare and stare.... i took a look at the heart beat monitor, "______________________________________________" it registered similar to this one. it's odd to, because, in my 17 years of living, that line only appeared on my watched drama movie. haha :( but it's really altered from I thought it would be,
(to be continued)
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